All I do is Fight

If only I could stop arguing, bitching, moaning, fighting, and being generally angry life would be better. I blame school. I feel like things are spiraling out of control, what can you do when things seem to fly away? I'll deal with it.

My Best Friend

No-one however much they try, can ever replace my best friend. Although I may never see or talk to her again, that one person who gets you without question. Maybe you only get the chance to meet your soulmate once. But lets face the truth that person, they aren't them anymore, and you are not you anymore. holding on to the past, remember times where everything fit together beautifully. If only I was once again me, and she was once again her. Maybe, its not possible again but I can't help but to dream of a time where I laughed so much it hurt, and hope that its not gone forever.
I love[d] you Iya.

Accept without question

Rules are not right.
Rules, Codes, Law, Administrations, statutes are not Right.
They are a method of control
They are not moral, good, successful.
Although occasionally they accomplish a positive goal we can all agree on, mostly they are used as a control mechanism.
We must accept without question that Criminals are not necessarily bad.

extremists?

Why?
I find some woman to be particularly disturbing they cannot run fast enough to give away the rights earned merely 90 years ago. I simply want to know why after years of suffering to get these rights instated would anyone work to eliminate them? especially those the laws are instituted to serve?
You don't like abortions, don't get one
you don't want to work, don't
you don't want an education, don't go to school
you don't want to participate in the political system, don't vote
I, however, would like the freedom to do all of those things. Just because the freedoms we maintain don't exactly fit you as an individual and those thing you abstain from are not illegal does not mean you should fight for the law to reduce our freedoms to have different beliefs and take advantage of different freedoms. Our laws need as much latitude as possible to provide as much individual liberty without infringing on others' rights. I didn't get the legal ability to wear pants in order to wear skirts all the time. Additionally, my ability to work or get an education or vote does not in any way effect your ability to choose not to. While your push to remove my abilities so the law fits into your belief system does effect my ability to choose. We as a nation need to get over the idea that the legal system will reflect each of our own personal beliefs and realize we require as much legal flexibility as possible in order to achieve personal liberty.
On a side note if you play robo-rally don't use the board with the conveyor belts leading to the pit of doom with the intersecting lasers. BIG MISTAKE (you will die).

read this and wanted to share

Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children. This is not a way of life at all in any true sense. Under the clouds of war, it is humanity hanging on a cross of iron.
- Dwight D. Eisenhower

Why can't I just tell them to go fuck themselves?

This is the question I ask myself on occasion.
Despite individuals frequently deserving this treatment most of the time it isn't done. The interest weighing against it is to strongly ingrained in my psyche. Considerations like burning bridges, proprieties, balance of power, shock. When objectively considering a situation I usually say I don't think I'd deal with that very well. I'd probably tell them to go fuck themselves, which is why I consider myself mildly volatile. The truth however is I underestimate my control. Most likely I will wish that I would have told them to go fuck themselves when I had the chance. I guess I'm a little bit of a real life internet tough guy. Mostly becuase I weigh my self control way to low, and my ability to react quickly far to high, in addition when examining a situation objectively I don't take into account the affect of that action on the relationship I have with people, most of the time I don't want to damage a relationship with anyone beyond repair, only in the most extreme situations and I can count them on one hand will it get to that. It usually takes such an overt and absurd aggressive stance on their part that no matter what my reaction is the relationship cannot be salvaged at all. This is probably a good thing however, why can't I just tell them to go fuck themselves? Especially if they fucking deserve it?

life is a series of french fries

Due to confusion over my last post I would like to extend the following clarifying points.
Pouting: where someone sticks out their lower lip and whines and bitches.
Poutine: where someone takes a pile of french fries tops them with cheese curd and pours gravy on top.
Frisking: when someone runs around in a park, acts silly, and has fun.
fisktin: when someones takes a pile of french fries tops them with mozzarella cheese, and fish sauce with salmon and herring chunks.

Pouting!

(I think its supposed to be gravy covered french fries but in this case is me being discouraged)
I applied to be a TA last spring the person told me to talk to them in the fall which I did, then I just saw a posting about the position today on the board... I think that means they are not hiring me and I've been wasting my time. It just annoys the shit out of me, I could have at least got an email back first saying that I wasn't what they were looking for. Nor I suppose does it matter that I actually got my shit into them on time...
Poor me...
the poor pathetic law school student...
who is incredibly lucky in life...
Its just a little discouraging, being rejected on a regular basis. Kind of like applying for jobs, which is also a waste of time.