One sleepy day

So, so so so... I have decided I really need a nap, I don't know what happened I was supposed to go and process film today, but frankly it's just not going to happen, why? well because I didn't get enough sleep last night I desperately need a nap. I got an upsetting call this morning, about well an accident, someone wanted company to the hospital, they cut there foot. I suppose they wanted sympathy, and at a normal time of day that's what they would have gotten, I am mostly proud of my ability to flay someone with words, but I refuse to do it often, it is far to easy to fall into a habitual pattern of meanness. But there it was a flayed them, but I felt mildy justified in doing so becuase A) it was not an emergency, B) they were perfectly capable of handling it themselves, C) I stayed up to midnight, they new it and they also knew I had to get up for work this morning, D) it was super fucking selfish. From that point on my day was not the best day, mostly because I was too annoyed to go back to sleep, I was in intense knee pain, my teeth hurt and well, 5 hours of sleep will do that to you. So there we go that leads up to day, the day that I am supposed to be doing film developing, but you know what I'll probably just go it will be a nice break from the rest of reality, maybe get some vegi's then head home. :) only 20 minutes to go. Also, just so you know my party was awesome, cinnamon whiskey is awesome, with apple juice or sprite. Banana cream pie was a huge hit as well as the truffles and rum-ed fruit esp. the strawberries, the cake was a little bit of a hit, but mostly the pie everybody loved the pie. We all got fuckeded up. it was very exciting night :D only I drank a little to much, that's not particularly a bad thing. And while I'm here sharing I played soccer this weekend it was distressing I was playing center defense. A very important position absolutely and I did very well, we made a goal we played off sides then more and more people started playing back to "help" in the defense and it went from playing 3, 3, 3, (forward, midfield, defense) to having absolutely no midfield or and only two forwards, nobody would trust me, or each other to do their job in defense. That is a problem with almost every team I play on. With the exception of my Wednesday night team. So I beseech my teammates, if I am playing D, let me, and if you won't let me, push me up to forward or midfield, but mostly have some faith in your team play your position and allow your teammates you know actually be a team, instead of a whole bunch of people who are running around on a field.