personal statment 8

What is a demonstration of academic excellence is it a letter, or a series of letters, is it a percentage, a number, or is it the determination of a student to learn, to take risks and engage in the educational process completely and without reservations. I believe that many things follow this the esteem or your teachers, the respect of your classmates, and he ability to learn quickly, an unintended effect of entering into class entirely is grades, percentages, numbers and good ones if I may say. The negative aspects of this of course are those walls you hit, the ones, some call it senioritis, but I think it's simply your mind working to bend past a certain point once you have intensively studied one this for years on end, you m ind decides it's had enough, and just simply does not comprehend what else it can learn, and for that reason senior year was the hardest one, but it was also very informative. Where we are were let go to sort things out for ourselves but the choices where so abundant it is paralyzing. Finally you come across something that makes sense, something that attracts your interest something to burry yourself in, and suddenly it all comes together and you will talk the ear off of anyone who will listen excitedly outlining the subtle details. Those agonizing moments of indecision are forgotten, the project comes together as something you can be proud of, your senior project the culmination of your education, but after such an addictive process how can you stop will you ever again be satisfied with what you were hoping for before the excitement the mind bend, can the ordinary day to day ever be enough, should it be enough? I say no, take yourself especially your mind to the absolute edge of your potential and never look back. But you have to want it, you have to love it, whenever you feel is the time to stop it when it is time to stop I however know, that time has not come for me. I am not ready, nor willing to stop. I know I'm am going to do something important I'm just pushing to prepare myself for it.