Paying attention

I haven't been paying attention, and I should be, I have talked about how much time I spend in work related activities every day and it does take up alot of time, and I actually think going to work makes me more tired than it should, simply because I am so unstimulated, take the 9 hours I am required to spend in the building plus the 40 minutes on each side to drive, provided I don't hit traffic or stop anywhere for anything and you have just about 10.5 hours per day, then I play soccer 2-3 time a week, I stop by the grocery store, try to be social over the weekends, while finding an apartment and searching craigslist, going to the doctors, dentists, not to include just daily still a person does like, you know eating, or taking showers, not to mention my car needs propped up on a semi regular basis, so that's 4-5 hours on the weekends, then I come to in the middle of january and realize despite the fact that all of these applications should have been in already. In OCTOBER!!!! what was a waiting for? now everything comes to head at the absolute last moment, and it hurts, know that I could have done better, I should have done better on everything, and then remember how much it didn't matter at all that I re took my lsat, in fact it lowered my score. That hurt, how I absolutely blasted my test, now here I am in January, how many months later, finally coming to the realization, I'm just frankly late, I'm slowly falling behind, I haven't been on this, since I started doing it, I just need to become more efficient with my time. less driving, and fun, more writing.