Personal Statement 3

Everywhere I read says to write something engaging something interesting, I have a hard time puffing up that much, I know that I am an anomaly but really who cares? how can I appeal to some people, I guess honesty would be the first thing, I need to write something fun, I have alot of personality, I should get a interview, things always seem to work out a little bit better in person, but on the other hand paper is an interesting accompaniment.. but I still have to write one.. so here it goes

I like balloons, and bubbles, and other cute and shiny objects, I find they give me an unreasonable amount of joy per dollar. I learned when I was young to find happiness in other insubstantial things, and maybe finding joy in balloons still counts as unsubstantial despite the fact it is derived from a actual object. The best times in life have always been talking to people, building some kind of personal connection, it could be with a great friend of a complete stranger. Nothing is more exciting than meeting someone for the first time. I like to listen to people, learn about their idiosyncrasies, discover their great joy.

The thing that is the absolutely most important thing to me finding something useful to do, at least that's what my dad used to say when I was small, I guess that is one important thing that has stuck with me, "Find something useful to do". It has caused me a slight bit of trouble with the satisfaction of life, I find it hard to be content. Accompany finding something useful to do with sated my rampant intellectual hunger and it causes some mental trauma, I have a deep internal need to simultaneously accomplish both goals. What I am doing now accomplishes neither I don't feel like I'm doing anything useful, nor am I learning anything substantial. ... ok gotta head out work is over.. L.