I find myself

Sad, I have to decide if I want to take the tests over, lsats again, based on my GPA which is not shabby, 3.5 I can get into I'd say 75% of the schools out there, however, is that good enough for me, I want to try again, work for it more, put more into it, how much does it matter to me, how much will it cost me in terms of time, money, and fun, but also how much is it going to cost me in education, money, career if I don't. I'm confused, what's more important to me, I also tried all through school to do every assignment on time, and well. and still 3.5 it digs into my soul it effects my future, it was the absolute most and best I could do, but still perfection, the next number it eludes me. I guess I need to try again, I guess I need to keep trying until I am done, until it's done, is it still worth doing if I don't get into my top ten, or top five? How much time do I need to put into this, a better score, is this even what I want, is this what is most important to me? is it?