lost something

I pause at a point somewhere I believe to be over the page, I let my pen drop leaving a blotch where the ink leaked out into the page obscuring the letters, it's ok I didn't really like what it said anyways, I scratch that part out, but don't start over, my eyes skim the letters, forming words, sentences, but it's like watching the dashes on the road, or trees when you drive by, they all start looking exactly the same. letter words and meanings they all express typical emotions. no-one can think of anything unique to say, and I guess neither can I, which is why the letters frustrate me so, I'll stick with ink blots from now on, they look like bats.

Bat-Leah