emergency

the overwhelming feeling of darkness in the morning before the sun rises, until you open your eyes and realize it was light all along, deeply entrenched in my false reality, *snap* it finally breaks, it's irreparable, the damage has been done suddenly the sprinkle system comes on I'm drenched with noise BEEP BEEP BEEP >WARNING THIS FACILITY IS BREACHED< BEEP BEEP BEEP, running down the non-existent halls I attempt repairs, entering my password I turn off the alarm, but still have to watch the minutes count down to my imminent doom, I imaged it was preordained but if that is true I ordained it, why must your alarm clock always go off when you set it?